they don't let me have a̷̟͙̣̱̦͕͔̪̗̬͗̈͒̈́̚͝ ̶̹̀̾p̵̰̮͓̃̈́̅͆̅̚a̴̧͍̪̝̪̯̭̞̼̦̓͂̕͜͜s̴̨̭̹̔͒̈́͗͌̀̈́̒̚͠t̴̯̞̮̫͈̟͒͌̑͊̒̇̏̆̀̓̂̕͜͜

this is who i am now